So it's been a good week since I've cried about you being gone. I'm not talking about a tear here or there i mean really cried. But tonight as I'm doing the dishes and talking to a mutual friend if ours the tears started. At first just a couple, then they were pretty steady, then I was just standing there crying. All of a sudden I landed on my ass crying so hard. It felt good. Then I got up wiped the tears away. I love and miss you baby.