KelkeyB’s blog

  1. Can it get any worse?

    Wed, Apr 3, 2013 at 6:27 PM 5 Comments

    Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse this happens. My grandfather was diagnosed with leukemia and it is slowly destroying him. When will things ever get better? Please pray for me and my family. Thanks.

  2. That girl

    Thu, Mar 21, 2013 at 8:50 PM 2 Comments

    See that girl over there? She looks happy right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time, and...dying inside. She's hurt and tired. Tired of the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic or attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside and cries at night. Everybody thinks she is the happiest person they know. That she has no problems and...

  3. I cried

    Tue, Mar 5, 2013 at 5:48 PM 1 Comments

    So it's been a good week since I've cried about you being gone. I'm not talking about a tear here or there i mean really cried. But tonight as I'm doing the dishes and talking to a mutual friend if ours the tears started. At first just a couple, then they were pretty steady, then I was just standing there crying. All of a sudden I landed on my ass crying so hard. It felt good. Then I got up...

  4. Confused

    Wed, Feb 27, 2013 at 8:45 PM 4 Comments

    So I guess I'm a little confused on one thing and if anyone could explain it that would be great. So I'm with a therapist today and she asks me what my goals are. So I said 'to be able to feel happiness again' just like that. He response 'that's a pretty unrealistic goal' shouldn't a therapist want to work with someone on being happy? It just struck me as odd...

  5. Watched

    Tue, Feb 26, 2013 at 8:41 PM 0 Comments

    Being on suicide watch is fun! Said no one. Ever.

  6. Nothing

    Sun, Feb 24, 2013 at 9:16 AM 1 Comments

    Nothing. All I feel is nothing. Is that a feeling? I don't feel happy I don't feel pain. I feel hollow and numb. Sometimes it's kinda nice to escape from the pain but after so many days of nothing I would prefer the pain. With depression I could cover it up with a smile but how do you cover up nothing?

  7. Gone

    Thu, Feb 21, 2013 at 6:34 AM 2 Comments

    Gone hes gone. He was better, out of the hospital, doing great. Even had a job interview in North Dakota and he got the job. Then he makes the mistake of going to a party and drink. So what happens? He gets hit by a fucking truck and gets himself killed. He promised me he was going anywhere, that he would always be there for me. God damn I want to be mad at him but it's near impossible. I'm...

  8. Huge thank you!

    Mon, Feb 11, 2013 at 11:17 AM 3 Comments

    I can't thank you guys enough! My boyfriend is doing lots better, he was sent home from the hospital Saturday morning. I really appreciate that you guys prayed and cared about a total stranger!! Thank you and God bless!

  9. I'm in need of some prayers

    Fri, Feb 8, 2013 at 4:28 PM 5 Comments

    If you could take a moment and pray for my boyfriend it would be much appreciated!! Wednesday night driving home on icy roads something hit his truck and blew the front passenger tire off. He rolled his truck 4 times, end over end once. They aren't quite sure how he survived it was so bad. He had a rib go through his lungs. I don't know much, I don't even know what hospital he is at!! I got a...

  10. I thought that things were getting better, I really did. Then shit like this has to happen and I realize that they aren't. These are the times I wish I had more than one person to talk to:(


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