why does it feel like everyone is moving forward while i'm stuck here, in the same old space while everyone else is either doing well or getting new friends or a new relationship? and that everything seems to be going well for them, besides me it feels like i'm stuck in the same old place with the same old friends who i do care about, but i don't really have any friends apart from my one best friend, and i've never been in relationship, or better that new had a boyfriends yeah yeah i know what people will think oh shut up your only 17 but its the truth nearly all of my old friends have moved on nearly most of my friends have been in more relationships than me well which isn't hard to do, i'm just so sick of being in the same place why can't something exciting happen in my life why can't something good happen for a change instead of death or back lucky hang over me! and i will try and make good luck happen to me because i think i might break if one other bad thing happens and i loose everything like my friends and family who i've already lost and i can't loose the ones i already have. I just can't