Days in life!

Thu, May 31, 2012 at 12:40 PM By: Alyssandria

So this is my first try on a rainy day trying to make sence out of lifes little surprises

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    On Sun, Jun 10, 2012 at 12:34 PM, Alyssandria said:

    It's been raining off and on all day. I woke up tired and been so the entire day but the queens needed their home so we had to make them. The mood is not raising, still a bit low and yawning my jawes out of place. Kiss it goodbye ecos in my head but the two new hives went perfectly. Only thing that did'nt get to be done was cutting out the drones couse of the rain, so now have to do it a bit later on. That's at least a day arround the hive....

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    On Sat, Jun 9, 2012 at 1:50 AM, Alyssandria said:

    Off to see a big beefarm and some otherfun stuff, inbetween there will be dinner too. Some stuff are'nt describeble. Things change and some things you can repaire some just stay broken. Those are the tough thing to learn to live with.

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    On Wed, Jun 6, 2012 at 12:15 PM, Alyssandria said:

    Today is the national day of sweden and the sun has been shining all day, sadly we don't celebrate like many other countries. So this day was spent with doing as little as possible only I had to clean out a beehive that died during the early spring, God it was a massacer amongst the bees and it was'nt very nice to clean it out but it had to be done... When that was done and over with I presented Nickelback to my mother and father and they did like it... =) Well why would'nt they it was them who prestented the music at home, while I was growing up and specially my father that lissten to Steppenwolf amongst others. We ended all with a BBQ and some nice wine (for me and my mother) the others had soft drinks. =) A nice day all in all nothing mutch happend and I felt good about most of the things. Except from stuffing my head into the beehive!!!!! \m/

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    On Tue, Jun 5, 2012 at 1:23 PM, Alyssandria said:

    .... I come to think of who framed roger rabbit..... ooooh how I love thee..... one onethousand ... naaa this is about my work. I just love it. To get behind the wheel and start the car in the mornings.... yes it's early mornings but that don't matter, the road ahead of me and the radio's on the local station at first becouse of the traffic announcements and then it's Bandit the best rock channel there is on a high volume if I am alone in the car, with customers it's so low that I can't hear what they are talking about. I'm seeing new and familiar places and meeting new and allready known people talking either about their lifes or the weather or they fall asleep. (that's a compliment to the driver them falling asleep) The engine is roaring and the road dissapears behind you and you pass mile after mile. I love driving the car it's a Volvo V70 D5 for now but it will change in a copple of week. I just love my job, the people that I drive are depending on that it exists to get to school, the doctors or just to shop or visit someone......

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    On Mon, Jun 4, 2012 at 10:25 AM, Alyssandria said:

    How can I write this without sounding pathetic, for god sakes I thought I passed that stage, and still Lullaby makes me feel like nothing has changed and everything changed, very little music makes me react with goosebumps and chills but Lullaby does it. It rip ups wounds I thought was healed and stirrs emotions I thougt I had overcome. Apparantly not. I thought all good I have in my life Now, had chased all those things away and still it makes me hope, gives me hope that the song might get somone to halt and wait, and that Lullaby was written for that perpous, couse untill this day I have NO Clue to what halted me......

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    On Sun, Jun 3, 2012 at 12:09 PM, Alyssandria said:

    Was driving home when my shift had ended and during the day I got fed up with the radio staion nothing to lissten to so I bought a cd with mixed music on and Lullaby was one of them and for some reson I could'nt stop lissten to it kept hitting repete even during my drives/jobs. So going home I turned the wolume up high and I just kept repeting it. Had a little over 5 miles before I was home and played Lullaby all the way, feeling like I was in a bubble, starting to wonder who they wrote this for. The road in front of my just passing on and remembering stuff about my life. Feeling ragged and choked with emotions that just wanted to surface, and still can't stop lissten to it.....

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    On Sun, Jun 3, 2012 at 6:52 AM, Alyssandria said:

    Sunday and it feels like something has been forgotten. There are times when life likes to turn you arround and make you fall or fly high. You get laughs and tears at the same day, like this day. Got both and a cheeky sugestion.....maby I should do what he thought to be a good idea. Worth a thought.

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 12:48 PM, Alyssandria said:

    Hmm ok with the risk of painting myself into a corner... yeah you should dream and go after them and try to make them come true. They do come true. Maby I should have called it a fantasy, they are usually so far fetched that they are impossible but then again I can't say that either couse on of mine came true and I did'nt even have a clue that it would. Sure as hell it happend when I was at the bottom of the biggest dirtpit ever. Yeah deffenetly painted myself into a corner here. But still I got "fantasys" that have the odds that they will never happen, they are as possible as to turning led into gold, ain't gonna happen! But still they make me feel good and put a smile on my face, ok sure would be fun if it was true you could meet and really get to know people you admire and often at the same time are the celebrety, as they like to call it, but no not believeing that to be anyway near possible couse when they get there they hide behind walls and money. Hmm come to think of it ... Kiss it goodbye fits this..... So sure you should go after your dreams and fantasys but I am a synical bitch and at times prejudicious one when it comes to that, and I stand by it, until proven wrong.......

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 5:11 AM, _Toma_ said:

    Dreaming is good ... And I dream about:) But if you know that your dream will never come true? It's very sad. Life is short, we have time enough to do ... And sadly, that many of the dreams and dreams are ...

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 2:09 AM, Alyssandria said:

    A smile can mean so mutch, a gentel and careing tutch can make someone feel better and not so alone. There are too many people that are alone who only talk to the helping hand that they meet while going to the doctor or shopping. I meet them all to often and a smile and a toutch trooly mean so mutch and that you just lissten to their life story. Every day, working like I do, I meet them and greet them with a gentle smile

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